Good and Clean
Peggy Mack
September 29, 2013
When I was a child, one of my weekly chores was cleaning my room. Now, to all of us who will admit it, cleaning our room meant shoving toys, dirty clothes and whatever under the bed, in drawers and in the closet( if it would hold any more after piles had been repeatedly deposited there from weeks past). We would stay in our rooms a "reasonable" amount of time to give the appearance of cleaning and then we would ask if we could go out to play. (Obviously, this was before tv remotes were in the hands of children and cell phones were, yet, to be discovered and ipads were only dreams of sci-fi writers.)
But, every once in awhile, the ax would fall, and mom would escort me back to my room. While I sat on the bed she would go into a litany of Bible verses about cleanliness next to godliness and often ended in a weeping session connecting my total disregard for cleaning to my lack of love for her. While she ranted she slung everything from under the beds, the contents of the closet floor and emptied my drawers, too! Oh the wounds were deep when inflicted, but well deserved! There I sat in a mountain of messes and thinking to myself, I'll never dig out by suppertime! As she departed, her final words were, "and this room better be GOOD and CLEAN because I am going to check every drawer, every corner, the closet AND under the bed!!"
I remembered those moments this morning when I was having my morning conversation and prayers with God. We shared so many concerns I have and as I prayed and paused to let my thoughts catch up with me, I began thinking about some old wounds in my heart that I cannot seem to shake these twenty years later. I failed my mother in all I could have and should have done for her and I accept that knowledge. Memories come back to me from time to time of specific incidents and I feel sick inside my heart even though I know she forgave me and God has forgiven me. I still feel the guilt of not doing all I could have and should have done. I have been cleansed of my sins by God's loving forgiveness, His grace, His peace, His understanding, I know I am forgiven. But until this morning I did not understand the process of completly cleansing my sins. There's a trite little saying floating around that we often say to each other, "forgive yourself!" It's trite but true and there's a reason. Unless and until you go through a quiet meditation process where you admit you have failed and admit you are truly contrite and understand, finally, that memories will continue to return of those mistakes but you accept forgiveness from yourself for being human and have truly, with God's help, become a better person; you are not GOOD and CLEAN.
So this morning, I gave in. I surrendered. I opened up my mind, my heart, my soul and accepted those failings as part of my past and I forgave myself with God's help. I read a wonderful devotional this morning in Jesus Calling that stated simply. Today is here. It's a gift from God and you have the chance to be a blessing to so many people today. Yesterday is a closed book of forgiven acts of the past. God does not want your mind on anything from the past that will slow down the blessings you could be giving to others today. Tomorrow is in God's hands. He will give it to you in the morning with a roadmap for you to follow. All He is asking is for today but for you to give your all, you have to know how to face the guilt of the past.
Once you take the time to meditate with God about those memories of guilt that will not leave you AND you have said to yourself, "I forgive you!", then you have to have a plan for when the memories return. Develop a statement that will work for you. When I remember the time, for example, that I was impatient with mom and lacked any true empathy of what she was going through with aging, I get that sinking, crippling feeling all over,again and I sink into deep thought and revisit every moment. God is telling me to stop it. It serves no purpose other than one. It takes away something positive I could be doing for someone today. Momma is in Heaven. She is at peace and no longer in pain. She has been in Heaven for 17 years. Today is a gift from God. So when the memories I come, I am going to say, "I forgive you. Go do something good today."
It has not been an easy morning for me. Cleaning my room when mother went into one of her tirades and deposited all my messes on the bed for me to see accompanied by Bible verses and admonition that I must not love her very much was not easy, either. But, I deserved the moment and it served a wonderful purpose. I learned that there is only one way to get GOOD and CLEAN and that is to ask forgiveness from the one you have wronged, ask God for forgiveness and forgive yourself not because you have miraculously deserved it, but because God has given you today and He needs yesterday's chapters closed and tomorrow's story to be left in His hands if we are going to be brilliant lights for Him. So many people need us in their daily walks in life.
If your silent voice has been saying to you, I cannot forgive myself. Then maybe we have all been doing it for the wrong reason and it has not worked so well. We cannot forgive ourselves because we know we do not deserve it. Try forgiving yourself for God. Imagine all He has for you to do in your very special place in life with all the gifts He has given you.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Though this morning was not an easy one for me I have been rewarded with a sweet inner peace. Finally, after years of battling with memories of failures, I am GOOD and CLEAN. I have forgiven myself so that I can serve you better and make today an amazing blessing. Use me Lord to touch others lives and to make their day a little brighter, a little easier. Heal those who rest in my heart so they can live full lives to glorify your name. I have accepted Your loving forgiveness and finally, I have forgiven myself.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Monday, September 30, 2013
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Shine for Christ
Shine for Christ
Peggy Mack
September 20, 2013
I watched the sun rising over the ocean from our cabin view. Like clockwork the sun began to soften the deep darkness of night with its 7am arrival. What a spectacular view it was! As the earth rotated, the sun began gently painting the horizon with a soft, gentle, buttercream yellow. I was overwhelmed by the sheer size of our predictable fireball and the brilliance of its light. I was acutely aware that we were the only ship on the deep ocean, at least as far as I could see in any direction. I cannot remember ever seeing such a magnificent burst of white light and wonder if it was due to the fact that there is nothing but ocean and sky as far as my eyes can strain to see. There is nothing for the bright sunlight beams to refract upon; nothing to stop the light from shining in all its glory. It was so bright that no matter how I tried, I could not look at the sun directly, but I could feel its warmth on my face.
For a moment, I realized that if we think of ourselves individually as lights that shine for others through God's loving grace, we can entertain the thought of how birght a light we would be for others. Can you imagine how many lives we have the potential to touch in a positive way if we could remove our own selfish ways and any negativity that would dim our spirits?
We are all, from time to time, caught up in negative moods or negative situations whether at home, in friendships and acquaintances, at work or out in the world we share with others. Shining with God's light feels like a difficult situation that is almost impossible. If we do find the strength to open our hearts and minds to God's love and grace, our light in this negative world shines far brighter. God's light shining through us has the potential to be a brilliant beam of light capable of touching so many lives in a positive way.
I remember, many years ago, a conversation with my friend, John, who told me, "There is no room for us to live an environment that suppresses our thoughts and destroys our joy in helping others." It is our duty to find ways to shine in the darkness and to help others find their way. John was right. I can only imagine the light God can shine through us if we are open to His loving grace. I can only imagine the blessings that would flow. I can only imagine the joy and peace we might bring to others when we remove negativity from our own thoughts and lives.
We are God's children created in His image to reflect God's light, His truth and His love. In the process of growing stronger in faith, I believe, removing negativity in each new day is one of many productive steps we can choose to make to be closer to God.
As I write my thoughts this morning, I am blessed to be lounging on a cruise ship, sensing the warmth of the sun on my face, feeling the gentle rocking of the waves and looking up to the brilliant blue sky. I am acutely aware I am totally in God's world surrounding by His sky, His ocean and His amazing sunlight. I realized this morning that in order for us to shine for Christ when we are living in a negative environment, it is important that we retreat from time to time. It is imperative that we let go of responsibilities and find a quiet place to connect with God. And finally, it is necessary for us to find a time in our daily schedules to "talk with God". When we remove all the negativity in our own thoughts and lives, we will shine brighter for Christ. Can you imagine how amazing that would be?
Dear Heavenly Father,
In your world, far away from the negativity of man, I find solace and peace. Your love overwhelms me as I am filled with your grace and sure in my salvation. Enter my heart and mind and soul when I am walking in a world of negativity so that I might be a beacon of hope and encouragement and peace for others. Shine through me, Lord.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
John 8:12
14 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Neither
do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on
its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.
Peggy Mack
September 20, 2013
I watched the sun rising over the ocean from our cabin view. Like clockwork the sun began to soften the deep darkness of night with its 7am arrival. What a spectacular view it was! As the earth rotated, the sun began gently painting the horizon with a soft, gentle, buttercream yellow. I was overwhelmed by the sheer size of our predictable fireball and the brilliance of its light. I was acutely aware that we were the only ship on the deep ocean, at least as far as I could see in any direction. I cannot remember ever seeing such a magnificent burst of white light and wonder if it was due to the fact that there is nothing but ocean and sky as far as my eyes can strain to see. There is nothing for the bright sunlight beams to refract upon; nothing to stop the light from shining in all its glory. It was so bright that no matter how I tried, I could not look at the sun directly, but I could feel its warmth on my face.
For a moment, I realized that if we think of ourselves individually as lights that shine for others through God's loving grace, we can entertain the thought of how birght a light we would be for others. Can you imagine how many lives we have the potential to touch in a positive way if we could remove our own selfish ways and any negativity that would dim our spirits?
We are all, from time to time, caught up in negative moods or negative situations whether at home, in friendships and acquaintances, at work or out in the world we share with others. Shining with God's light feels like a difficult situation that is almost impossible. If we do find the strength to open our hearts and minds to God's love and grace, our light in this negative world shines far brighter. God's light shining through us has the potential to be a brilliant beam of light capable of touching so many lives in a positive way.
I remember, many years ago, a conversation with my friend, John, who told me, "There is no room for us to live an environment that suppresses our thoughts and destroys our joy in helping others." It is our duty to find ways to shine in the darkness and to help others find their way. John was right. I can only imagine the light God can shine through us if we are open to His loving grace. I can only imagine the blessings that would flow. I can only imagine the joy and peace we might bring to others when we remove negativity from our own thoughts and lives.
We are God's children created in His image to reflect God's light, His truth and His love. In the process of growing stronger in faith, I believe, removing negativity in each new day is one of many productive steps we can choose to make to be closer to God.
As I write my thoughts this morning, I am blessed to be lounging on a cruise ship, sensing the warmth of the sun on my face, feeling the gentle rocking of the waves and looking up to the brilliant blue sky. I am acutely aware I am totally in God's world surrounding by His sky, His ocean and His amazing sunlight. I realized this morning that in order for us to shine for Christ when we are living in a negative environment, it is important that we retreat from time to time. It is imperative that we let go of responsibilities and find a quiet place to connect with God. And finally, it is necessary for us to find a time in our daily schedules to "talk with God". When we remove all the negativity in our own thoughts and lives, we will shine brighter for Christ. Can you imagine how amazing that would be?
Dear Heavenly Father,
In your world, far away from the negativity of man, I find solace and peace. Your love overwhelms me as I am filled with your grace and sure in my salvation. Enter my heart and mind and soul when I am walking in a world of negativity so that I might be a beacon of hope and encouragement and peace for others. Shine through me, Lord.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
John 8:12
New International Version (NIV)
12 When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”
Matthew 5:14-16
New International Version (NIV)
Saturday, September 14, 2013
Can God Be in Facebook?
Can God Be Found in Facebook?
Peggy Mack
September 8, 2013
In these last few weeks of summer, I am looking back on my newfound adventure in faith. It is one that includes being more committed to a disciplined approach of opening my mind and heart to God's presence through quiet morning devotions. I always looked at "suggested daily devotions" as a routine too restrictive to my free spirit and not unlike brushing your teeth, washing your face and taking your vitamin. I felt it was one more "to do" in a long list of many for my already tight morning schedule. Retirement has brought me so many new joys, but this may be the finest of them all! I truly have time to spend with God in meditation, prayer and reading each morning.
In this new summer adventure into faith, I am able to take time to notice special words of encouragement, hope and faith from (who would believe it?) Facebook. Let us be honest for a moment. We must be "part of the world, but not in the world" as we are admonished in:
Romans 12:2 and be ye not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
You cannot make a positive difference in others' lives if you have become monastic in your faith for fear of being exposed to the "negative" influences we see. I love that the United Methodist Church, who I "friended" on Facebook, by the way, leaves me a positive thought and a Bible verse to consider with each new morning. The same is true of a special congregation in the Golden Isles of GA, named The Grace Place, which is a Baptist Church lead by and attended by many high school friends. Both Facebook sources seem to be a beacon of light as I read through all the daily posts.
Each morning, as I weed through the cranky discourse associated with current events and politics and the endless recipes which make me salivate while trying to read, I can keep up with friends recent adventures. It is interesting mix of negative thoughts of hopelessness intertwined with words of encouragement, strength and hope. I remember shortly after the most recent Presidential election, I was overflowing with fury and disatisfaction with the results and was "babbling" not "bubbling" over with contempt. I was in the world without any connection to God each morning. I was "all me" running amuk on the internet with confusion and revulsion, until finally one morning, I woke and was silent. I made the personal choice to "give it up." All the angst was making me weary and causing me to begin each new day with negative thoughts. The more I struggled with the fear for our country, the more I seemed to seek out others who were ranting and raving, also. This search for those who agreed with me lead me to end a friendship with a songwriter whose friendship I valued for five years. Something had to be done to end the negative, destructive effect it was having on my life. I was not only "in" the world, but I was "of" the world. And when we are "of the world" we are subject to losing sight of God's light and His love and blessings.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Our great, daily challenge in being part of our world through its many new forms of technological communication is to be "of" the world but not "in" the world. By being part of the Facebook community we can become aware of the daily needs of others who ask for prayers, support and suggestions. We can offer them words of encouragement, hope and prayer. Our challenge is not to be "in" the world where our focus becomes one filled with anger, discord and divisiveness. Help us find ways to be a light reflecting your message of love and hope and salvation.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Peggy Mack
September 8, 2013
In these last few weeks of summer, I am looking back on my newfound adventure in faith. It is one that includes being more committed to a disciplined approach of opening my mind and heart to God's presence through quiet morning devotions. I always looked at "suggested daily devotions" as a routine too restrictive to my free spirit and not unlike brushing your teeth, washing your face and taking your vitamin. I felt it was one more "to do" in a long list of many for my already tight morning schedule. Retirement has brought me so many new joys, but this may be the finest of them all! I truly have time to spend with God in meditation, prayer and reading each morning.
In this new summer adventure into faith, I am able to take time to notice special words of encouragement, hope and faith from (who would believe it?) Facebook. Let us be honest for a moment. We must be "part of the world, but not in the world" as we are admonished in:
Romans 12:2 and be ye not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
You cannot make a positive difference in others' lives if you have become monastic in your faith for fear of being exposed to the "negative" influences we see. I love that the United Methodist Church, who I "friended" on Facebook, by the way, leaves me a positive thought and a Bible verse to consider with each new morning. The same is true of a special congregation in the Golden Isles of GA, named The Grace Place, which is a Baptist Church lead by and attended by many high school friends. Both Facebook sources seem to be a beacon of light as I read through all the daily posts.
Each morning, as I weed through the cranky discourse associated with current events and politics and the endless recipes which make me salivate while trying to read, I can keep up with friends recent adventures. It is interesting mix of negative thoughts of hopelessness intertwined with words of encouragement, strength and hope. I remember shortly after the most recent Presidential election, I was overflowing with fury and disatisfaction with the results and was "babbling" not "bubbling" over with contempt. I was in the world without any connection to God each morning. I was "all me" running amuk on the internet with confusion and revulsion, until finally one morning, I woke and was silent. I made the personal choice to "give it up." All the angst was making me weary and causing me to begin each new day with negative thoughts. The more I struggled with the fear for our country, the more I seemed to seek out others who were ranting and raving, also. This search for those who agreed with me lead me to end a friendship with a songwriter whose friendship I valued for five years. Something had to be done to end the negative, destructive effect it was having on my life. I was not only "in" the world, but I was "of" the world. And when we are "of the world" we are subject to losing sight of God's light and His love and blessings.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Our great, daily challenge in being part of our world through its many new forms of technological communication is to be "of" the world but not "in" the world. By being part of the Facebook community we can become aware of the daily needs of others who ask for prayers, support and suggestions. We can offer them words of encouragement, hope and prayer. Our challenge is not to be "in" the world where our focus becomes one filled with anger, discord and divisiveness. Help us find ways to be a light reflecting your message of love and hope and salvation.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Renew My Strength (revised)
Renew My Strength
Peggy Mack
September 14, 2013
Friday morning, I read the following post from The Grace Place:
"Lord…give me the gift of faith to be renewed and shared with others each day. Teach me to live this moment only, looking neither to the past with regret, nor the future with apprehension. Let love be my aim and my life a prayer.' ~Roseann Alexander-Isham
I immediately responded heart and soul to those words. As I read them, I experienced an old memory swirling in my mind. It was the words to a prayer we sang in church every Sunday morning.
Psalms 51:10-11
Create in me a clean heart, Oh God!
And renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from thy presence.
And take not thy Holy Spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation
and uphold me with thy free spirit.
I am beginnning to recognize the feeling of "having something touch my soul." I understand how when we are daily connected to God through conversation that we are more open to being touched in some positive way by what we experience through reading, speaking, coming in contact with others, etc. I am realizing that while we may celebrate the day we gave our lives to Christ, that is only the date of the beginning of our journey. I am accepting that faith is a living well spring of God's loving grace. We are free to go to Him throughout our days to be strengthened, calmed, refreshed, protected, etc. Our faith is a "doing" part of our life.
Now, I have a tiny library of devotional sources that I keep by me in a large purse/storage bag that once held my laptop securely for flying to Nashville. Those books are the sources I turn to in my morning readings. A new one, which was recently added, came from a dear friend of 45 years! Sandi Lloyd sent me a precious "Pocket Prayers for Women~Simple Prayers of Blessings". As tiny as it is, it is packed with amazing, encouraging words. She is a blessing in my life over decades of trials and joys. The quote for today reads as follows:
"Blessings, like miracles, appear only when we believe in them. Faith gives us the eyes with which to see and to believe what we see."
One of the sweet gifts I have received this summer is the sense that blessings flow so gently and await each of us around the next corner. Yes, the world and our daily routine flood us with challenges, but, if we keep our hearts filled with faith, we will see and experience daily blessings that hold us strong. And, if throughout our day, we return to this "Fount of Blessing" we are strengthened and renewed.
The blessing I received from the tiny words on Facebook Friday said, "....give me the gift of faith to be renewed....." Zap! The light went on in my brain! Faith is an active participation of our minds, hearts and souls in a chosen decision to answer God's calling to us to speak with Him and in doing so, we open ourselves up to daily renewal of faith and so many blessings.
How amazing is that? I wrote a Contemporary Christian Music (CCM) lyric with a wonderful, Christian, composer and minister of music in Panama City which later lead to completing lyrics for his CD. The title of our first song was, "Is It True?" In my first moments of renewal of faith and my own personal relationship with Christ in 2004 the thought hit me like a truck! What am I waiting for? If God is right here and He wants to communicate with me, love me, lead me, give me everlasting Salvation, grace and hope, what am I "thinking"? "What am I waiting for?" Jesus is right here! He is waiting for us to ask Him to enter our lives for abundant forgiveness, blessings, grace and salvation. So the question really is, "why would anyone wait?" I felt like a huge light had lit up my mind to clarify my own thoughts.
When I saw this line about renewal of faith and I remembered the song in church, ".....Create in me a clean heart, Oh God, and renew a RIGHT spirit within me...." I felt this total realization that our faith is not stagnant. it is ever moving, ever changing and ever growing. In that moment, I smiled and realized, "Oh no! oh wow! There's another step to this summer adventure!"
I need to not only start my day with morning meditations and fill my day with whispered conversations with God, but I need to add evening prayers of confession, asking God for forgiveneness. I need to leave my frustrations, shortcomings, disappointments, etc, at His feet. Before I go to bed at night and spend the night tossing and turning, maybe I should take in a deep breath and thank God for the day and all its blessings. Ask forgiveneness for all the things I did and didn't do that I should have done. Finally, I should ask Him for blessings for others. And in releasing the burdens of the day, I should believe that God has taken those burdens, forgiven my sins and granted me a place of rest in His comfort, believing He renews my faith each morning.
For while it is true that David requests that God requests God will "create in me a clean heart", that request is preceded by his humble confession of sins and his recognition of God's power in Psalm 51: 1-9.
It is important to end our day by humbling ourselves to God in prayer, recognizing His power and mercy and asking His forgiveness. Then we can follow our surrendering of sins in our night time with sweet confidence in our morning renewal of a clean heart and steadfast spirit.
Hebrews 10:22 (KJV)
22 Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.
Psalm 30:5
New International Version (NIV)
5 For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning.
.
By ending my day in prayer and meditation and forgiveness, I can truly experience receiving a renewal of a right spirit within me with the morning. Each day truly is a new day and a new opportunity to be a blessing in the lives of others. It is important to take time to reflect on daily things we have done poorly or neglected doing, asking and accepting God's forgiveness and then sleeping in the comfort of forgiveness, confident we will be renewed in the morning with a fresh daily abundance of blessings and a renewal of our "right" spirit.
Once again, I have grown in knowledge and understanding because of one tiny positive thought from The Grace Place that connected to another and grew into a realization of joy. Not only am I connecting with God each morning through devotions and prayers, but my faith is renewed with each new day! I am so grateful for the friendships I have made in this time of studying and writing and prayer.
Dear Heavenly Father,
It is you who calls us and you who waits patiently for us to come to you. You give us the choice, but your hope is that we will come in faith, believing as a child as we grow in faith. With each evening, hear our prayers filled with the days concerns and mistakes and forgive us so that in the morning, we will experience joy in the morning as our faith is renewed!
Praise God for all that is Good!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Peggy Mack
September 14, 2013
Friday morning, I read the following post from The Grace Place:
"Lord…give me the gift of faith to be renewed and shared with others each day. Teach me to live this moment only, looking neither to the past with regret, nor the future with apprehension. Let love be my aim and my life a prayer.' ~Roseann Alexander-Isham
I immediately responded heart and soul to those words. As I read them, I experienced an old memory swirling in my mind. It was the words to a prayer we sang in church every Sunday morning.
Psalms 51:10-11
Create in me a clean heart, Oh God!
And renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from thy presence.
And take not thy Holy Spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation
and uphold me with thy free spirit.
I am beginnning to recognize the feeling of "having something touch my soul." I understand how when we are daily connected to God through conversation that we are more open to being touched in some positive way by what we experience through reading, speaking, coming in contact with others, etc. I am realizing that while we may celebrate the day we gave our lives to Christ, that is only the date of the beginning of our journey. I am accepting that faith is a living well spring of God's loving grace. We are free to go to Him throughout our days to be strengthened, calmed, refreshed, protected, etc. Our faith is a "doing" part of our life.
Now, I have a tiny library of devotional sources that I keep by me in a large purse/storage bag that once held my laptop securely for flying to Nashville. Those books are the sources I turn to in my morning readings. A new one, which was recently added, came from a dear friend of 45 years! Sandi Lloyd sent me a precious "Pocket Prayers for Women~Simple Prayers of Blessings". As tiny as it is, it is packed with amazing, encouraging words. She is a blessing in my life over decades of trials and joys. The quote for today reads as follows:
"Blessings, like miracles, appear only when we believe in them. Faith gives us the eyes with which to see and to believe what we see."
One of the sweet gifts I have received this summer is the sense that blessings flow so gently and await each of us around the next corner. Yes, the world and our daily routine flood us with challenges, but, if we keep our hearts filled with faith, we will see and experience daily blessings that hold us strong. And, if throughout our day, we return to this "Fount of Blessing" we are strengthened and renewed.
The blessing I received from the tiny words on Facebook Friday said, "....give me the gift of faith to be renewed....." Zap! The light went on in my brain! Faith is an active participation of our minds, hearts and souls in a chosen decision to answer God's calling to us to speak with Him and in doing so, we open ourselves up to daily renewal of faith and so many blessings.
How amazing is that? I wrote a Contemporary Christian Music (CCM) lyric with a wonderful, Christian, composer and minister of music in Panama City which later lead to completing lyrics for his CD. The title of our first song was, "Is It True?" In my first moments of renewal of faith and my own personal relationship with Christ in 2004 the thought hit me like a truck! What am I waiting for? If God is right here and He wants to communicate with me, love me, lead me, give me everlasting Salvation, grace and hope, what am I "thinking"? "What am I waiting for?" Jesus is right here! He is waiting for us to ask Him to enter our lives for abundant forgiveness, blessings, grace and salvation. So the question really is, "why would anyone wait?" I felt like a huge light had lit up my mind to clarify my own thoughts.
When I saw this line about renewal of faith and I remembered the song in church, ".....Create in me a clean heart, Oh God, and renew a RIGHT spirit within me...." I felt this total realization that our faith is not stagnant. it is ever moving, ever changing and ever growing. In that moment, I smiled and realized, "Oh no! oh wow! There's another step to this summer adventure!"
I need to not only start my day with morning meditations and fill my day with whispered conversations with God, but I need to add evening prayers of confession, asking God for forgiveneness. I need to leave my frustrations, shortcomings, disappointments, etc, at His feet. Before I go to bed at night and spend the night tossing and turning, maybe I should take in a deep breath and thank God for the day and all its blessings. Ask forgiveneness for all the things I did and didn't do that I should have done. Finally, I should ask Him for blessings for others. And in releasing the burdens of the day, I should believe that God has taken those burdens, forgiven my sins and granted me a place of rest in His comfort, believing He renews my faith each morning.
For while it is true that David requests that God requests God will "create in me a clean heart", that request is preceded by his humble confession of sins and his recognition of God's power in Psalm 51: 1-9.
It is important to end our day by humbling ourselves to God in prayer, recognizing His power and mercy and asking His forgiveness. Then we can follow our surrendering of sins in our night time with sweet confidence in our morning renewal of a clean heart and steadfast spirit.
Hebrews 10:22 (KJV)
22 Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.
Psalm 30:5
New International Version (NIV)
5 For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning.
.
By ending my day in prayer and meditation and forgiveness, I can truly experience receiving a renewal of a right spirit within me with the morning. Each day truly is a new day and a new opportunity to be a blessing in the lives of others. It is important to take time to reflect on daily things we have done poorly or neglected doing, asking and accepting God's forgiveness and then sleeping in the comfort of forgiveness, confident we will be renewed in the morning with a fresh daily abundance of blessings and a renewal of our "right" spirit.
Once again, I have grown in knowledge and understanding because of one tiny positive thought from The Grace Place that connected to another and grew into a realization of joy. Not only am I connecting with God each morning through devotions and prayers, but my faith is renewed with each new day! I am so grateful for the friendships I have made in this time of studying and writing and prayer.
Dear Heavenly Father,
It is you who calls us and you who waits patiently for us to come to you. You give us the choice, but your hope is that we will come in faith, believing as a child as we grow in faith. With each evening, hear our prayers filled with the days concerns and mistakes and forgive us so that in the morning, we will experience joy in the morning as our faith is renewed!
Praise God for all that is Good!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Renew My Strength
Renew My Strength
Peggy Mack
September 8, 2013
In these last few weeks of summer, I am looking back on my newfound adventure in faith. It is one that includes being more committed to a disciplined approach of opening my mind and heart to God's presence through quiet morning devotions. I always looked at "suggested daily devotions" as a routine too restrictive to my free spirit, not unlike brushing your teeth, washing your face and taking your vitamin. I felt it was one more "to do" in a long list of many for my already tight morning schedule. Retirement has brought me so many new joys, but this may be the finest of them all! I truly have time to spend with God in meditation, prayer and reading each morning.
In this new summer adventure into faith, I am able to take time to notice special words of encouragement, hope and faith from (who would believe it?) Facebook. Let us be honest for a moment. We must be "part of the world, but not in the world" as we are admonished.
Romans 12:2 and be ye not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
You cannot make a positive difference in others' lives if you have become monastic in your faith for fear of being exposed to the "negative" influences we see. I love that the United Methodist Church, who I "friended" on Facebook, by the way, leaves me a positive thought and a Bible verse to consider with each new morning. The same is true of a special congregation in the Golden Isles of GA, named The Grace Place, which is a Baptist Church lead by and attended by many high school friends.
Each morning, as I weed through the cranky discourse associated with current events and politics and the endless recipes which make me salivate while trying to read, I can keep up with friends recent adventures while coming across words of encouragement and strength and hope. I remember shortly after the election I was overflowing with fury and disatisfaction in the results and was "babbling" not "bubbling" over with contempt. I was in the world without any connection to God each morning. I was all me running amuk on the internet with confusion and revulsion until finally, one morning, I woke and was silent. I made the choice to "give it up." All the angst was making me weary and beginning each new day with negative thoughts. Something had to be done to end the effect it was having on my life. I was not only "in" the world, but I was "of" the world.
Friday, I read the following post from The Grace Place, 'Lord…give me the gift of faith to be renewed and shared with others each day. Teach me to live this moment only, looking neither to the past with regret, nor the future with apprehension. Let love be my aim and my life a prayer.' ~Roseann Alexander-Isham
I immediately responded heart and soul to the words I read while experiencing an old memory swirling in my mind. It was the words to a prayer we sang in church every Sunday morning.
Create in me a clean heart, Oh God!
And renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from thy presence.
And take not thy Holy Spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation
and uphold me with thy free spirit.
I am beginnning to recognize the feeling of "having something touch my soul." I understand how when we are daily connected to God through conversation that we are more open to being touched in some positive way by what we experience through reading, speaking, coming in contact with others, etc.
I have a tiny library of devotional sources that I keep by me in a large purse/storage bag that once held my laptop securely for flying to Nashville. Those books are the sources I turn to in my morning readings. A new one, which was recently added, came from a dear friend of 45 years! Sandi Lloyd sent me a precious "Pocket Prayers for Women~Simple Prayers of Blessings". As tiny as it is, it is packed with amazing, encouraging words. She is a blessing in my life over decades of trials and joys. The quote for today reads as follows, "Blessings, like miracles, appear only when we believe in them. Faith gives us the eyes with which to see and to believe what we see."
One of the sweet gifts I have received this summer is the sense that blessings flow so gently and await each of us around the next corner. Yes, the world and our daily routine flood us with challenges, but, if we keep our hearts filled with faith, we will see and experience daily blessings that hold us strong.
The blessing I received from the tiny words on Facebook Friday said, "....give me the gift of faith to be renewed....." Zap! The light went on in my brain! Faith is an active participation of our minds, hearts and souls in a chosen decision to answer God's calling to us to speak with Him and in doing so, we open ourselves up to daily renewal of faith and so many blessings.
How amazing is that? I wrote a Contemporary Christian Music (CCM) lyric with a wonderful, Christian, composer and minister of music in Panama City which later lead to completing lyrics for his CD. The title of our first song was, "Is It True?" In my first moments of renewal of faith and my own personal relationship with Christ in 2004 the thought hit me like a truck! What am I waiting for? If God is right here and He wants to communicate with me, love me, lead me, give me everlasting Salvation, grace and hope, what am I "thinking"? "What am I waiting for?" Jesus is right here! He is waiting for us to ask Him to enter our lives for abundant forgiveness, blessings, grace and salvation. So the question really is, "why would anyone wait?" I felt like a huge light had lit up my mind to clarify my own thoughts.
When I saw this line about renewal of faith and I remembered the song in church, ".....Create in me a clean heart, Oh God, and renew a RIGHT spirit within me...." I felt this total realization that our faith is not stagnant. it is ever moving, ever changing and ever growing. In that moment, I smiled and realized, "Oh no! There's another step to this summer adventure!"
I need to not only start my day with morning meditations and fill my day with whispered conversations with God. I need to add evening prayers of confession, asking God for forgiveneness. Before I go to bed at night and spend the night tossing and turning, maybe I should take in a deep breath and thank God for the day and all its blessings. Ask forgiveneness for all the things I did and didn't do that I should have done. Finally, I should ask Him for blessings for others. And in releasing the burdens of the day, I should believe that God has taken those burdens, forgiven my sins and granted me a place of rest in His comfort, believing He renews my faith each morning.
Hebrews 10:22 (KJV)
22 Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.
Psalm 30:5
New International Version (NIV)
5 For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning.
.
By ending my day in prayer and meditation and forgiveness, I can truly experience receiving a renewal of a right spirit within me with the morning. Each day truly is a new day and a new opportunity to be a blessing in the lives of others. It is important to take time to reflect on daily things we have done poorly or neglected doing, asking and accepting God's forgiveness and then sleeping in the comfort of forgiveness, confident we will be renewed in the morning with a fresh daily abundance of blessings and a renewal of our "right" spirit.
Once again, I have grown in knowledge and understanding because of one tiny positive thought from The Grace Place that connected to another and grew into a realization of joy. Not only am I connecting with God each morning through devotions and prayers, but my faith is renewed with each new day! I am so grateful for the friendships I have made in this time of studying and writing and prayer.
Dear Heavenly Father,
It is you who calls us and you who waits patiently for us to come to you. You give us the choice, but your hope is that we will come in faith, believing as a child as we grow in faith. With each evening hear our prayers filled with the days concerns and mistakes and forgive us so that in the morning, we will experience joy in the morning as our faith is renewed!
Praise God for all that is Good!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Peggy Mack
September 8, 2013
In these last few weeks of summer, I am looking back on my newfound adventure in faith. It is one that includes being more committed to a disciplined approach of opening my mind and heart to God's presence through quiet morning devotions. I always looked at "suggested daily devotions" as a routine too restrictive to my free spirit, not unlike brushing your teeth, washing your face and taking your vitamin. I felt it was one more "to do" in a long list of many for my already tight morning schedule. Retirement has brought me so many new joys, but this may be the finest of them all! I truly have time to spend with God in meditation, prayer and reading each morning.
In this new summer adventure into faith, I am able to take time to notice special words of encouragement, hope and faith from (who would believe it?) Facebook. Let us be honest for a moment. We must be "part of the world, but not in the world" as we are admonished.
Romans 12:2 and be ye not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
You cannot make a positive difference in others' lives if you have become monastic in your faith for fear of being exposed to the "negative" influences we see. I love that the United Methodist Church, who I "friended" on Facebook, by the way, leaves me a positive thought and a Bible verse to consider with each new morning. The same is true of a special congregation in the Golden Isles of GA, named The Grace Place, which is a Baptist Church lead by and attended by many high school friends.
Each morning, as I weed through the cranky discourse associated with current events and politics and the endless recipes which make me salivate while trying to read, I can keep up with friends recent adventures while coming across words of encouragement and strength and hope. I remember shortly after the election I was overflowing with fury and disatisfaction in the results and was "babbling" not "bubbling" over with contempt. I was in the world without any connection to God each morning. I was all me running amuk on the internet with confusion and revulsion until finally, one morning, I woke and was silent. I made the choice to "give it up." All the angst was making me weary and beginning each new day with negative thoughts. Something had to be done to end the effect it was having on my life. I was not only "in" the world, but I was "of" the world.
Friday, I read the following post from The Grace Place, 'Lord…give me the gift of faith to be renewed and shared with others each day. Teach me to live this moment only, looking neither to the past with regret, nor the future with apprehension. Let love be my aim and my life a prayer.' ~Roseann Alexander-Isham
I immediately responded heart and soul to the words I read while experiencing an old memory swirling in my mind. It was the words to a prayer we sang in church every Sunday morning.
Create in me a clean heart, Oh God!
And renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from thy presence.
And take not thy Holy Spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation
and uphold me with thy free spirit.
I am beginnning to recognize the feeling of "having something touch my soul." I understand how when we are daily connected to God through conversation that we are more open to being touched in some positive way by what we experience through reading, speaking, coming in contact with others, etc.
I have a tiny library of devotional sources that I keep by me in a large purse/storage bag that once held my laptop securely for flying to Nashville. Those books are the sources I turn to in my morning readings. A new one, which was recently added, came from a dear friend of 45 years! Sandi Lloyd sent me a precious "Pocket Prayers for Women~Simple Prayers of Blessings". As tiny as it is, it is packed with amazing, encouraging words. She is a blessing in my life over decades of trials and joys. The quote for today reads as follows, "Blessings, like miracles, appear only when we believe in them. Faith gives us the eyes with which to see and to believe what we see."
One of the sweet gifts I have received this summer is the sense that blessings flow so gently and await each of us around the next corner. Yes, the world and our daily routine flood us with challenges, but, if we keep our hearts filled with faith, we will see and experience daily blessings that hold us strong.
The blessing I received from the tiny words on Facebook Friday said, "....give me the gift of faith to be renewed....." Zap! The light went on in my brain! Faith is an active participation of our minds, hearts and souls in a chosen decision to answer God's calling to us to speak with Him and in doing so, we open ourselves up to daily renewal of faith and so many blessings.
How amazing is that? I wrote a Contemporary Christian Music (CCM) lyric with a wonderful, Christian, composer and minister of music in Panama City which later lead to completing lyrics for his CD. The title of our first song was, "Is It True?" In my first moments of renewal of faith and my own personal relationship with Christ in 2004 the thought hit me like a truck! What am I waiting for? If God is right here and He wants to communicate with me, love me, lead me, give me everlasting Salvation, grace and hope, what am I "thinking"? "What am I waiting for?" Jesus is right here! He is waiting for us to ask Him to enter our lives for abundant forgiveness, blessings, grace and salvation. So the question really is, "why would anyone wait?" I felt like a huge light had lit up my mind to clarify my own thoughts.
When I saw this line about renewal of faith and I remembered the song in church, ".....Create in me a clean heart, Oh God, and renew a RIGHT spirit within me...." I felt this total realization that our faith is not stagnant. it is ever moving, ever changing and ever growing. In that moment, I smiled and realized, "Oh no! There's another step to this summer adventure!"
I need to not only start my day with morning meditations and fill my day with whispered conversations with God. I need to add evening prayers of confession, asking God for forgiveneness. Before I go to bed at night and spend the night tossing and turning, maybe I should take in a deep breath and thank God for the day and all its blessings. Ask forgiveneness for all the things I did and didn't do that I should have done. Finally, I should ask Him for blessings for others. And in releasing the burdens of the day, I should believe that God has taken those burdens, forgiven my sins and granted me a place of rest in His comfort, believing He renews my faith each morning.
Hebrews 10:22 (KJV)
22 Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.
Psalm 30:5
New International Version (NIV)
5 For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning.
.
By ending my day in prayer and meditation and forgiveness, I can truly experience receiving a renewal of a right spirit within me with the morning. Each day truly is a new day and a new opportunity to be a blessing in the lives of others. It is important to take time to reflect on daily things we have done poorly or neglected doing, asking and accepting God's forgiveness and then sleeping in the comfort of forgiveness, confident we will be renewed in the morning with a fresh daily abundance of blessings and a renewal of our "right" spirit.
Once again, I have grown in knowledge and understanding because of one tiny positive thought from The Grace Place that connected to another and grew into a realization of joy. Not only am I connecting with God each morning through devotions and prayers, but my faith is renewed with each new day! I am so grateful for the friendships I have made in this time of studying and writing and prayer.
Dear Heavenly Father,
It is you who calls us and you who waits patiently for us to come to you. You give us the choice, but your hope is that we will come in faith, believing as a child as we grow in faith. With each evening hear our prayers filled with the days concerns and mistakes and forgive us so that in the morning, we will experience joy in the morning as our faith is renewed!
Praise God for all that is Good!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
I Do Like Bologna!
I Do Like Bologna!
Peggy Mack
September 3, 2013
My friend, for over thirty years, came to visit the other day. She brought a precious gift for our new granddaughter and we talked and laughed about our dogs, Percy and Rooney.
Recently, she accidentally let Percy out in the backyard and forgot he was out there. Over an hour later, she said, "Where's Percy?" and realized he must still be in the backyard and it was dark. When Percy came in he was a "wee" bit beside himself with having been left outside and proceeded to ignore everyone in an effort to pout and show disdain. He had experienced something he was not expecting and had found it unpleasant.
In life we must understand there will be times when we find life uncomfortable. We may be placed in a new situation that we did not expect and are left, in some cases, feeling helpless and rejected.
At the wise age of 58, I found myself having to learn how to live on my own. With all those responsibilities came a lot of adjustment in all areas of my life; physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally. There were times when I felt helpless and rejected and searching for a focus in my "new" life.
One of the most amazing ideas I ever came across turned out to be a positive game changer for me. I had gone from relying on someone else in my life to taking care of all the day to day business of running a family. Now, I was being thrown into having to learn to do it on my own. Now that I was on my own, simple things like deciding what I liked to eat, what I enjoyed doing and, yes, even what I liked to eat were all part of adjusting to this life I had never expected myself to be living.
I realized that what I was experiencing was something many people in my age group transition into following the death of a spouse or a divorce. There is this learning curve of self-discovery that you are tossed into and the effect can be overwhelming or even dizzying.
After teaching school one day, I was relaxing in my apartment and watching some "mindless" tv in the early afternoon. I watched an Oprah show where the guest was enthusiastically talking about the importance of making your own "vision board" whenever you or someone else you know goes through a major life change.
As I began to intently listen, I kept thinking, "I can do this!" "This looks like something that might be worth making!" That Saturday I went to Barnes and Noble and bought a variety of magazines with themes of travel, cooking, homes, fashion, etc. I went to Walmart to pick up a sheet of poster board, glue and stick on letters.
When I began the project I had a purpose based on the designing of the Vision Board. My goal, as I looked through pictures, was to find images that reflected where I want to see myself in 5 years based on my tastes, my goals, etc.
Briefly I will explain that the poster was divided into five or six sections representing, where I wanted to live, what I enjoy doing, where I wanted to travel, how I would be living...and in the center was the most important thing in my life. Some of the photos I cut out represented my constant joy in seeing my children, my love of travel and reading, my desire to save money and be financially responsible, etc. One of the last ones I chose was whether or not I saw myself in a relationship in five years and what kind would it be. Other fun photos revealed my favorite foods and my love of friends, etc.
As I cut out the photos, I could feel a sense of self-awareness and goals for my life. I could hear myself thinking, "I do love that!" "I do dream of going to Ireland!"
"I do like pajamas all day on a rainy Saturday!" "I do like bologna!" "I do like bright pink in a bathroom!" And as I glued them to the board, I thought, "I like who I am!"
I began to own who I was and like what I saw. It was a joy-filled experience. When the picture identifying, cutting and gluing was completed, I paused for a moment. I asked myself, "What is the most important of all these things?" "What is the core of who I am?" The answer for me was "Christ" in my life. No matter what else I pasted on the board, they were all connected by my love of Christ and the need I had to have Him in my life. Some might choose money or family or who knows what else and it's important that honesty and self awareness guide the activity.
Once the board was completed, I hung it on the wall across the room from my bed. Each time I passed it on the way out of my bedroom those images were replayed in my mind. The purpose of the board is to help one discover self, to set goals that would bring joy and to help keep yourself on the path to reach the goals for five years from now.
That single activity defined for me every aspect of my life and helped me move from feeling like I had been rejected and put out of the life I wanted. Instead, I was on my way to taking positive steps to the next five years. Instead of being stuck in a cycle of re-visiting the past, there is a choice that can be made to move forward.
If you are going through an unexpected or unwanted or unpleasant change in life, I strongly suggest you do something like the vision board. I was skeptical and incredulous when I first heard about it, but I tried it anyway. For me, it was exactly what I needed. If you are not one for cutting out pictures, you could divide your life into columns of interests and write what you want, but I think what makes this so positive and successful is that it remains on your wall to reinforce your choices and keeps you in a positive place of self-awareness while seeking new goals in life.
http://www.oprah.com/spirit/How-to-Make-a-Vision-Board-Find-Your-Life-Ambition-Martha-
God can speak to us through others in ways that will improve our lives, keep us focused and positive and help us to live in a place of joy in our faith. Wherever you are in life, keep your heart open to ways to grow and improve and appreciate who you are as a child of God.
Dear Heavenly Father,
When life throws us out in the dark unexpectedly, help us find our strengths. Teach us to know ourselves better so we can be our best for others.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Peggy Mack
September 3, 2013
My friend, for over thirty years, came to visit the other day. She brought a precious gift for our new granddaughter and we talked and laughed about our dogs, Percy and Rooney.
Recently, she accidentally let Percy out in the backyard and forgot he was out there. Over an hour later, she said, "Where's Percy?" and realized he must still be in the backyard and it was dark. When Percy came in he was a "wee" bit beside himself with having been left outside and proceeded to ignore everyone in an effort to pout and show disdain. He had experienced something he was not expecting and had found it unpleasant.
In life we must understand there will be times when we find life uncomfortable. We may be placed in a new situation that we did not expect and are left, in some cases, feeling helpless and rejected.
At the wise age of 58, I found myself having to learn how to live on my own. With all those responsibilities came a lot of adjustment in all areas of my life; physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally. There were times when I felt helpless and rejected and searching for a focus in my "new" life.
One of the most amazing ideas I ever came across turned out to be a positive game changer for me. I had gone from relying on someone else in my life to taking care of all the day to day business of running a family. Now, I was being thrown into having to learn to do it on my own. Now that I was on my own, simple things like deciding what I liked to eat, what I enjoyed doing and, yes, even what I liked to eat were all part of adjusting to this life I had never expected myself to be living.
I realized that what I was experiencing was something many people in my age group transition into following the death of a spouse or a divorce. There is this learning curve of self-discovery that you are tossed into and the effect can be overwhelming or even dizzying.
After teaching school one day, I was relaxing in my apartment and watching some "mindless" tv in the early afternoon. I watched an Oprah show where the guest was enthusiastically talking about the importance of making your own "vision board" whenever you or someone else you know goes through a major life change.
As I began to intently listen, I kept thinking, "I can do this!" "This looks like something that might be worth making!" That Saturday I went to Barnes and Noble and bought a variety of magazines with themes of travel, cooking, homes, fashion, etc. I went to Walmart to pick up a sheet of poster board, glue and stick on letters.
When I began the project I had a purpose based on the designing of the Vision Board. My goal, as I looked through pictures, was to find images that reflected where I want to see myself in 5 years based on my tastes, my goals, etc.
Briefly I will explain that the poster was divided into five or six sections representing, where I wanted to live, what I enjoy doing, where I wanted to travel, how I would be living...and in the center was the most important thing in my life. Some of the photos I cut out represented my constant joy in seeing my children, my love of travel and reading, my desire to save money and be financially responsible, etc. One of the last ones I chose was whether or not I saw myself in a relationship in five years and what kind would it be. Other fun photos revealed my favorite foods and my love of friends, etc.
As I cut out the photos, I could feel a sense of self-awareness and goals for my life. I could hear myself thinking, "I do love that!" "I do dream of going to Ireland!"
"I do like pajamas all day on a rainy Saturday!" "I do like bologna!" "I do like bright pink in a bathroom!" And as I glued them to the board, I thought, "I like who I am!"
I began to own who I was and like what I saw. It was a joy-filled experience. When the picture identifying, cutting and gluing was completed, I paused for a moment. I asked myself, "What is the most important of all these things?" "What is the core of who I am?" The answer for me was "Christ" in my life. No matter what else I pasted on the board, they were all connected by my love of Christ and the need I had to have Him in my life. Some might choose money or family or who knows what else and it's important that honesty and self awareness guide the activity.
Once the board was completed, I hung it on the wall across the room from my bed. Each time I passed it on the way out of my bedroom those images were replayed in my mind. The purpose of the board is to help one discover self, to set goals that would bring joy and to help keep yourself on the path to reach the goals for five years from now.
That single activity defined for me every aspect of my life and helped me move from feeling like I had been rejected and put out of the life I wanted. Instead, I was on my way to taking positive steps to the next five years. Instead of being stuck in a cycle of re-visiting the past, there is a choice that can be made to move forward.
If you are going through an unexpected or unwanted or unpleasant change in life, I strongly suggest you do something like the vision board. I was skeptical and incredulous when I first heard about it, but I tried it anyway. For me, it was exactly what I needed. If you are not one for cutting out pictures, you could divide your life into columns of interests and write what you want, but I think what makes this so positive and successful is that it remains on your wall to reinforce your choices and keeps you in a positive place of self-awareness while seeking new goals in life.
http://www.oprah.com/spirit/How-to-Make-a-Vision-Board-Find-Your-Life-Ambition-Martha-
God can speak to us through others in ways that will improve our lives, keep us focused and positive and help us to live in a place of joy in our faith. Wherever you are in life, keep your heart open to ways to grow and improve and appreciate who you are as a child of God.
Dear Heavenly Father,
When life throws us out in the dark unexpectedly, help us find our strengths. Teach us to know ourselves better so we can be our best for others.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Monday, September 2, 2013
Lean on Me
Lean on Me
Peggy Mack
September 2, 2013
I began a conversation in passing this morning with a friend, and I asked, "How are you this morning? I haven't heard from you in weeks!" She replied, "Hi, I'm leaning." "Leaning?, I inquired. And I half teasingly pulled part of an old Gospel tune from my memory and said, "Are ya leaning on Jesus, I hope?" "No". She hesitated and said, "I'm leaning on myself!"
That began a conversation which slowly took us in a totally different direction. You see, I found her in a moment of total weakness. That dark, cold wave of grief had come sneaking up from out of nowhere and was trying to pull her into a darkness which, if not rescued, could consume her. Anyone of us who know the power of grief, know that its most powerful strength is that it never ends. It is like the ocean in all its glory. The waves at low tide are gently lapping on the shore, but can when the tide rises become angry and dark and threatening.
It is our prayer that those who walk with grief are willing to surrender their own need to be strong to the loving security and strength of those who love us.
The conversation turned extremely serious when she said,
I am leaning because I am tired and want to be in Heaven with my "family member". My mind jerked into a serious mode and I began searching for words to hold her and strengthen in her moment of battling this unexpected wave of grief.
I began telling her stories that came to mind about my husband's parents, each who lived to the age of 90 years and 3 months. I reminded her of the comments, Mimi had made in her last months. She was grieving for the loss of her husband of 60 years and the loss of her youngest son to cancer. She often said, "I am tired. I am ready to go." And one morning she said, "I guess God didn't want me last night so I guess I'll get busy!" Bill would often say, you can't go anywhere. We need you to help us. We need you to be here for two new babies coming this summer. I need you to help answer questions about family history that will be lost when you are gone. We need you."
I told her today that I miss my daddy, my mom and many others. There are times when I crumble like a sand dune under the rushing waves. I lean on Bill to remind me that this is not about what I may think I want because of my grief. This is about God needing us to make a difference in the lives of those who love and care for in our daily life. This is about looking at the needs of others and seeing what we can do. We will know moments of grief returning and we will feel like we are emotionally leaning. We have one obligation for the blessing of this life we have been given. We are obligated to lean on others to pull us to shore, to strengthen us and help us stand strong, again.
I told the story of Bill's father who has been in Heaven seven years. I never met him, but I am able to see and hear his voice in the video made at his 90th birthday party. I shared his comment with her. Pup said, "Now, I know why I've lived all these years, it's because of this moment." He looked around the room and saw dozens and dozens of family members all there because of him and the love he had for Bill's mom. In that moment, he saw the immense blessings God had bestowed on him and he felt God's love.
I encourage you who know others who have known grief yesterday, a week ago, a year ago, ten years ago, to check on them in love. See how they are doing because we know the wave of grief comes at anytime unexpectedly and can overwhelm those who long to be at peace in the presence of those they still love. I encourage you, if you are the one who experiences grief and find yourself "leaning" to please remember you have been blessed by God with a precious life. Reach out to a trusted loved one or a dear friend and tell them, "I am leaning, today."
She thanked me for helping her today and assured me she would be fine, now, and I thanked her for "leaning" on me. I thank God for allowing me to find words inside my mind and memory that seemed to serve as a balm of healing and a boon to her spirit. I am mindful of God's ability to work through the least of us in ways we cannot begin to imagine.
Dear Heavenly Father,
When the wave of unexpected grief comes to knock us down and carry us to sea, please make us aware of our weakness.
Make us willing to reach out to others to give us the strength we need to continue on with this gift of life we have been given. Help us see how we can use our loss, our grief to make a positive difference in others' lives.
Lord, help us survive the cold, dark waves of grief by leaning on someone we trust.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
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